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Just take a breath, and let everything flow. That’s all I can think at this particular juncture. At a time when the road diverges, it’s usually pretty easy for me to decide which direction to head in. Before my training, I would normally just pick the road with the most sun, put one foot in that direction, and worry about it later.

But for some reason, I feel like I should temper my impulses this time. I feel like taking the time to think and breath. I also feel like I should quit being so vague about the opportunities that lie at my feet.

Option #1: Denver

I love it here. I’ve never felt more at home anywhere during my travels. This place is filled with activities, yoga, good food, friendly faces and lovely human beings. I think there’s a community here for me. All I have to do to become a part of it is make the choice, set my bags down, and stay. It sounds simple enough, right?

There are lots of opportunities for me in this city. I can feel that that much is true. But it feels like there might be a piece or two missing. It feels like it’s not quite my time to be here. But maybe I’m just projecting. Hmmm…

Option #2: White Buffalo Farms

I’m not sure how to explain how I came to connect with this place. All I know is that it happened, and I felt drawn to this place that I’ve never been surrounded by people that I’ve never met. I’ve been invited to learn at the farm for the summer. They’ll provide food and lodging. I’ll learn how to cook with the season and be an administrative assistant. At first, I wasn’t quite sure. I felt compelled to go, but worried that I was just jumping ship on what could be a good experience in Denver.  I sat on it for a day, and the owner sent me an email. At the end, it said, “I feel like you’re supposed to be here for some reason.” I’ve learned enough in my time traveling not to take that stuff lightly. If I feel like I’m supposed to be somewhere and someone else corroborates with that feeling, I almost feel obligated to honor it and to see what it has in store for me.

Denver will still be here at the end of summer. The people I’ve come to love will still be here to love.

In an interesting turn of events, when I posted about all of this on Facebook, I got an influx of emails and calls from my Forrest Yogi Friends looking for information about this place. Could this be fate pushing us all back together?

Any thoughts?

 

This was my last week in Chicago and I spent it doing all of the things that you should do in the windy city in the winter. I ate, ate, and ate some more. I saw almost all of the new people that peppered my stay in that city with so much joy. I wandered around the loop. I wandered around Wicker Park. I wandered around the Ukrainian Village. I bundled up. I Bikram-ed up. I packed up. And then I said farewell.

My Chicago stint was filled with lessons, healing and surprises. It was in that city that I discovered the type of yoga that brought me to Denver. It was there that I learned how to embrace the funny, and to play more in my writing, in my yoga practice and in life. Chicago taught me that life can be just as enriching in isolation, that I could find joy in being completely alone. It also taught me the importance of staying connected to the outside world and to people in order to maintain perspective. I guess that means that the time I spent there taught me about balance within the paradox. Being happy alone, without becoming isolated, while being open to letting amazing people into my life, without letting them influence my behavior and schedule, is an incredibly difficult balance. But knowing is half the battle, the other half is staying conscious enough to realize when things are tipping in one direction or another.

In leaving Chicago, I’m also leaving behind the emotional ball of wreckage that was still clinging on from my break up. I allowed it to stay with me because I was afraid to let it go. I was afraid to be alone, and I was afraid to lose hope that Zach and I could still figure out a way to make it work. I finally realized that I don’t want to do all of that work, sort through the drama, and that my life is better spent working towards something positive than trudging back through all of the negative that has accumulated over the past few months.

So as I sit in Denver, with an open heart, a cup of tea and a beautiful journey ahead of me, I know that this is exactly where I’m supposed to be in this year in between.

Thanks for stopping by!

It seems like there’s too much time in between these posts. The last post was about the flight to Panama. I touched down safely on American soil a few days ago and I’ve been settling back into winter and home life.  That’s a huge gap.

So here’s what I’m going to do. I’m going to give a quick update that includes every single thing that happened in the last few weeks from the time the plane landed in Panama to this very moment (okay… I’ll just give you the highlights). I’ll try to come back to highlight the highlights and explain in detail how amazing/relevant/fun or enlightening they were in later posts, but this year is moving so quickly I’m not sure if I’ll ever have a boring week to get reminiscent in… here’s to hoping.

  1. First day? Flat tire in Panama City at 3 a.m.
  2. Linda. Oh Linda, there’s so much to say about this woman. Linda deserves a post of her own. That one is going to happen next week. Possibly tomorrow. For now, I’ll just tell you that Linda’s the kind of woman whose 19 year old cat rides in first class on international flights.
  3. Peanut butter and banana sandwiches. That’s pretty much what I lived on for six days. It’s way more awesome than it sounds.
  4. Stayed next to Nombre De Dios which is where Columbus ran into the Americas. It translates to “Name of God.” Linda said that when Columbus hit Panama, he took one look around and said, “What in the name of god is this place?” I’m sure that’s totally historically accurate.
  5. Meditation and yoga on the beach for 6 days. Seriously, you have no idea how long I focused on the left upper corner of this rock…  Or how long I sat on this stump with my eyes closed… 
  6. Worked out of a screened in cabana on the beach. Fudge. That was awesome. Here’s a picture.
  7. Pomeranian guard posse in the jungle. There were about ten of them that would gather on the roof when anyone walked by… Here’s a picture of that too. 

Panamas jungles are green. The air hangs about you during the day and it smells like warm mixture of pine, palm and marijuana. When you’re on the equator, you’re pushed up to the heavens. You’re literally closer to the sun, moon and stars. There’s something about this area that both roots you to the earth and pulls your mind to the sky. In the quiet rhythm of the sea, I was able to experience mental silence. In the thin veil of wet air, I was able to exist without thought. With my feet scraping up against the dead reef, I was able to become mesmerized with the space in between the stars, instead of the stars themselves.

And there we are. Once again, I’ve been too wordy to fit it all into one post and we’re out of time. I need to get back to work. What do I do? I’m a CIA agent. What? You thought I was a smelly hippie? How. dare. you. I might just hunt you down and challenge you to a dual. And when I slap you with my fair trade, hemp mitten, you sir, will be sorry.

So stay tuned for next week’s Panama post. We’ll head over to Luna’s castle, meet some amazing people, and then we’ll impulsively hop in a car with a bunch of strangers to an electronica festival on a tropical island. For reals.

 

One beautiful flight, one flat tire, one day later, and I was delivered to this place.

Hello everyone! I’ll probably end up posting all of this after the fact, because I’m in the jungle and the internet out here is suuuper spotty. I finally made it to Panama after talking about it nonstop for weeks. It’s like nothing I could have imagined and this trip has been truly beautiful. Unfortunately, I’m going to stretch this out a bit, because there have been so many amazing things about this trip that I can’t fit the past four days into just one post. This week, I want to share the plane ride down to Panama with you. I know that you usually don’t talk about the plane ride as part of the journey, but it had the grandest element of what I’m calling, “serentripity.” It’s like serendipity or fate, only it happens when you’re travelling. New words!

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I walked onto the plane and made some jokes to myself about communism and human trafficking and how similar those things are to flying Spirit Airlines. My ticket said 8A. It was a window seat and it was occupied by an old woman who wouldn’t look me in the eye when I stopped to figure out where .

A lovely young man accross the aisle asked if I would like to sit next to him instead, and seeing how he was a gorgeous latin dude with a huge smile and easy demeanor, I figured, “Hells yes.” But I didn’t say that because “hells yes” sounds so… well it sounds like you’re saying “hells yes.”

An old man sat down beside us and introduced himself as Frank. Well, maybe he didn’t introduce himself then, but we came to know him as Frank somewhere along the way.

I know that David didn’t introduce himself right away. It took awhile for us to get to that point. We started talking about everything and nothing and I soon realized that there was something going on beyond airplane small talk. David is surely young. He looks like he’s just out of high school at a ripe 21 years of age, but he’s a beautifully intelligent and well traveled soul. He was originally from Venezuela and spoke English, Spanish, Hebrew and a number of other languages if I remember correctly. Frank revealed later that he was 85 years old, which is unbelievable. The man is so lively and incredibally sharp. He can operate a smartphone like it’s nobody’s business.

Both David and Frank’s eyes sparkled when they spoke about anything. It seemed that they were both passionate about everything. It wasn’t hard to realize almost immediately that there was something different about this journey.

David sat between Frank and I and he helped call the stewardess over so that Frank could get some Coke and M&M’s. He then took the blame when the stewardess annoyingly told him that there was no need to press the call button. It was a sweet moment.

David kept asking Frank questions and after a short amount of time, Frank was regaling us with stories and jokes for the rest of the plane ride. This was my favorite story told from Frank’s perspective:

When I was young, I played hookey a lot (we explained the phrase ‘play hookey’ to David). And one day I went to school and the teacher, she asked me, “Frank, who wrote the Declaration of Independance?”

And I said, “I don’t know.”

And she kept on and said, “Who wrote the Declaration of Independance?”

And I said, “I don’t know.”

She asked me three or four more times and I still didn’t know, so she said that I had to bring my father into the school the next day so that she could speak to him. I went home and explained to my dad that he would have to come to school, or they wouldn’t let me come back.
The next day, my father came with me to school and the teacher said, “Sir, your son says he can’t tell me who wrote the Declaration of Independance.”

And my dad looked at me and said, “Son. We might be poor, but we’re not liars. If you wrote that thing, you better fess up!”

We all laughed, and laughed, and laughed. I still laugh as I write it down days later. It was just such a sweet moment. More than that. It was a collection of many sweet moments.

Frank started talking about one of his favorite old sandwich shops in Chicago and it turned out that David lived right above it. So David asked Frank out the next time he was in Chicago and I invited myself along. We exchanged information and I rushed off to meet my connecting flight to Panama City. David went off to a meeting in Miami. And Frank went back to his home in Fort Lauderdale. I wonder if they all thought about our encounter in the moments after.

I know I did. As we lifted off, I watched the light from Miami pouring over the black coast and into the sky. Rising above, I stared down at the grid of lights and tried to put everything into a place in my memory. As we reached the hieght of night, I realized that there were too many special moments, too many things that David told me to write down, too many fables and tips from Frank. So I picked a few and allowed the rest to dissolve like street light absorbed by the night sky.

Next time on A Year In Between: Jungle, beach, Panama City, stuff, things, travel, etc… Stay tuned.

Hello Everyone!


This is my first post on the road (kinda). I’m really thankful that I switched up the soundtrack last week, because it’s made a world of difference in my outlook. Right now, I’m back in the place that I used to call home and I get the opportunity to see it in a whole new light. This weekend, while I’m visiting my family for thanksgiving, I’m trying to do all of the things that I used to love doing in Fayetteville and I’m also trying to pack in all of the things that I always wanted to do, but never accomplished.


So far, I’ve hiked on my favorite Ozark trail, spent time with my perfect and beautiful nephew, and I ordered something I always wanted to try at my favorite restaurant, where they only serve different types of grilled cheese. I had tried every single one except for one and now, I’ve got them all under my belt. Now that you know that, you totally “get” me. It’s true. I’m a most of the time vegan that suffers from an intense grilled cheese addiction.


When I started writing this post, I glanced down at the menu in my favorite coffee shop in town. I scanned it, I saw it, and I knew what I had to do. I had to order the Dean Martini. I had no other choice.


Now, for those of you who don’t know, I’ve become sort of a health nut lately. I don’t drink very often or very much and I most certainly don’t drink when I’m alone or when I’m writing. I also quit smoking awhile back and I’m really enjoying my new lungs and healthy body. I know that smoking is awful for you. And I know that drinking can be lame and unhealthy. But, you don’t understand. I have ALWAYS wanted to try the Dean Martini.


You may be asking yourself, “What is the big deal about this Dean Martini?”

Let me tell you about it. The Dean Martini is more than just a drink… It’s a Bombay sapphire martini served with a book of matches and a Lucky cigarette. It is certifiably the most bada** drink that has probably ever existed. It’s an idea. It’s glamour at it’s finest. It’s been staring me down every time I’ve been in this coffee shop and I’ve been saying, “No, you’re too expensive/not good for me. I’ll regret you. I’ll order you some other time.” Screw it. I’m doing it.
Okay, now that I ordered it, and it’s sitting at my table, I realize that it’s really just a strong drink and a cigarette. But  I’m going to enjoy it. And I’m going to make sure that I don’t regret it. I’m loving every sip of gin soaked goodness and I’m going to enjoy every puff on the cigarette. Even if it’s not quite worth it ($10 for a drink and a cigarette?! That’s a night in a hostel), at least I’ve tried it and now I can move on without wondering.


Oh man, that’s a year in between lesson if there ever was one. There’s such a thing as self-control, but there’s something else too. There’s the balance between that and discovery. And you know what? It feels good.


What’s the one thing that you know is bad for you but that you’ve always wanted to try? Perhaps you’ve been dreaming about a tattoo? Maybe, like me, you’ve been seduced by a menu item that’s been calling to you… tell me about it!


As always, thanks for stopping by!


-Corinne


p.s. It was totally worth it!


I’m taking a year off.

And I will capture it all with my big camera and oversized hands!

I’m a twenty-something lady, with a bad case of wanderlust and an itch to scratch (it’s not contagious). Call me a slacker, if you will, but this year will be about everything but slacking. Call it a cliche, because it’s all been done before. Call it mind expanding, but I’m sure my brain will stay roughly the same size.
Call it self-serving, because it is. Call it adventure. Here’s hoping that it won’t be boring. Call it finding a calling, and hopefully I’ll be able to answer it. Call it whatever you want. I’m calling it A Year in Between, because that’s what it feels like.
I’d like to start this blog by saying that I have a job. I’d like to also say that I’m keeping my job. I’m taking a year off. I’m working the whole time. Does that make sense to you? No? Allow me to explain.
I think it’s important for us young folks to see some world, meet some strangers and flee from everything we know. Perspective is probably important. But I also think it’s important for us young folks to be productive and willing to work, volunteer, and be productive members of society. I think there’s a way to do both. I’m not one hundred percent sure, but that’s what this year is about.
According to fellow white person, Christian Lander, the #120 thing that white people like is taking a year off. I think number #121 should be that white people like documenting their year off (if you haven’t read the hilarious blog, Stuff White People Like, please do). I want to be able to look back at this year and think, “Yay!” or “Yechkt!” or “What the?” That would be pretty hard without some solid evidence of what went right, what went wrong and what just went.
What is this year in between about, you ask? It’s about the feeling that you get before you can settle down; that feeling that urges you to get completely unsettled first. It’s about the fear that you’ll regret the risks you didn’t take because you were comfy. It might be about the following:
  • running
  • fearing
  • disconnecting
  • reconnecting
  • losing the fear of life
  • losing the fear of death
  • realizing something matters
  • realizing that nothing matters
  • finding a place to be
  • realizing that place is here
  • getting rid of these confusing and ambiguous lists
But who knows? My year just started. Here’s the short version of this story, so far:
I graduated from college. I worked for a soulless corporation. I made a lot of money. I fell in love. Everything went sour. I quit that job. I ran. Here’s the part where it turns around! I got an amazing job! I write for a living. I moved back in with my parents. I bought a ticket to Panama (where that big canal is). I started this blog.And now you’re all caught up. Now, here’s what I think might happen this year (I love predictions):

I’ll go to Panama. I won’t get stabbed. I’ll meet some amazing people. I’ll move forward with my life (you’ve just been vagued!). I’ll go to Thailand. I’ll go to Sri Lanka. I’ll go to Ireland. I’ll get a second job working in a hostel somewhere. I’ll get my masters in education online while I’m on the road. I’ll go back to Amsterdam. I’ll get my 200 RYT in yoga therapy. I’ll write a book about something funny. I’ll continue writing this blog.Gosh! I’m going to be so accomplished by the end of this year!

So, I’d like to welcome you to A Year in Between! The next post will probably be something about preparing for Panamania! So stay tuned. Subscribe to the RSS. Thanks for stopping by!
-Corinne